tree planting 20/08/2013

so - we all need something to motivate us to want to jump up and look forward to the day - a relationship or a job we love etc - me? - i planted my tree yesterday and couldn't wait to run off to look at it and see if it's ok and if it grew another leaf etc - dug out the bird feeders and got the special seeds etc - love it! have missed my trees n birds and plants etc - and the uncertainty of how long i'll be here - but so glad i planted my tree - have a serious suspicion that i get on much better with trees n plants n birds than with people - serves my spiritual and creative needs...have often said when i die i will spring up as a field of flowers....if i was settled and financially stable i'd have my secret garden and a dog and a beehive - i definitely want to keep bees like my Latvian grandfather did - that would be such an honour - would love my own home or bit of land to know i would never lose my garden and no one could take it away from me - the planting - growing - nurturing - creating - an extension of myself and being connected to nature