deer

at the moment i am as the deer - happiest in my safe magical forest world - venturing out to the edges of the dangerous human world and totally distressed and bemused by it - things that scare me make me run for cover back to the safety of my own world - to disappear and be unseen seems safest - look into my eyes and you will see the forest there - not the dazzle of lights and competitiveness and ruthless pursuit of money and status