fatherless

my father told me today that i am no beauty - that it is no wonder no man wants to stay with me - as well as lots of other stuff - if a girl/woman is not loved and protected by her own father then how can she ever hope to have any relationship with any man - how can she ever feel beautiful if her own father says she's ugly - the hate and hurt i feel because of my father are indescribable - all made much worse because i am living in my parents house and getting caught up in their horrific argumentative relationship - it is unbearable